Sometimes do you feel like the world has maybe gone sideways and you are still trying to stand straight? I'm not sure why I have been feeling a little off lately. I still do the same things: I call my mom, I hang out with friends and family, I still teach, but nothing seems to fit. Nothing tastes right, nothing is truly inspiring, and nothing gets me moving unless I do it by habit alone. There are thousands of reasons I should be inspired, and I notice them. That's the crazy part; I really recognize when I SHOULD be up in arms, but I don't.
Maybe the mind music has taken a break. Or maybe my mind as a whole has just started to do something it has never done before and is taking a hiatus for a while. I will continue to do the habitual things because, well, it would be too bazaar for me not to. I wouldn't want to offend the people I care about. The rest, I guess, can just get over it because I'm not dead, so I don't see any reason to be different in that department either. ;)
Well, until I have an inspiration I guess my mind music will halt for now.
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